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Wednesday, October 5th, 2016
1:06 pm
Shut up anxiety
Deep breath.
You don't need to internalize everything. Someone being cranky at you doesn't mean you did anything wrong. It's not all about you. I know your emotions are all haywire because you're pmsing, and he's not acting normal, but it's not about you, and if it is, he will come out and tell you. He's a mature individual who wouldn't just give you the silent treatment and expect you to know what you did. He's really stressed at work. This isn't even about you. Tell that horrible scared feeling in the pit of your stomach to fuck off. Better yet, take some anti-anxiety medication. Yeah, that's a good idea. Good job for thinking of that, self.
Deep breath.
It's going to be fine. You're going to be fine. You'll both laugh it off later. Just refocus on your work and wait for the Proponal to kick in.
Sunday, January 3rd, 2016
7:57 pm
Hey, Stupid:
Next time you plan on running around during a cold January evening, think again and don't. If you're going to run, make sure it's not around freezing when you do. You start wheezing at the most inconvenient of times.

Current Mood: sick
Wednesday, April 29th, 2015
11:57 pm

We only live once,
so think twice..

just imagine when you're gone...
who's gonna do what you do best?
who's gonna take care of em?

Current Mood: blah
Tuesday, April 28th, 2015
11:23 am
New Day.
Today is a new day..

What are your plans today?

Will you be doing the same thing like yesterday?


Will you do something different today?

It is a gift...

take it or leave it.
Thursday, February 5th, 2015
11:40 pm
Experiment with food dye
In jars of water
Or thin slits of water
Preferably circular
Hanging on string

Experiment with stained glass
In triangular hexagonal shapes
And mirrors
With glass jar backdrop
Horizontal colors 
Sunday, October 26th, 2014
8:40 pm
Next time you eat sausages, take your time over them, appreciate the flavour a bit more and don't wolf them down - then you won't suddenly realise that you barely noticed how much they tasted in your excitement about actually having sausages on your plate, and hence it won't feel like a complete waste of good sausages because you rushed them with barely a thought and then you eat two and you suddenly realise you don't even remember tasting them.

Current Mood: hungry
Tuesday, October 7th, 2014
3:45 pm
Saturday, September 20th, 2014
10:39 pm
Note to self:
Keep calm and chill the fuck out!
Sunday, April 13th, 2014
5:29 pm
Thursday, December 19th, 2013
11:39 pm
Dear self,
Why do you let yourself agonise over the vitriol that spewed from his mouth?

He's sleeping soundly, not a single thought spared to you passed what he had to say and what he had, so eloquently, said.

Why are you allowing yourself to lose sleep over it?

You've been here before, snap out of the self-blame and ugly, bitter thoughts!
Wednesday, November 6th, 2013
2:32 pm
Note to self
Don't lean on your iPhone.  Siri gets pissy and will yell at you.
Wednesday, April 17th, 2013
1:55 am
Dear Self,

It's probably not wise to stay up until 2 AM when you vowed to go to the gym with Dani at 8:00. And did you forget that you're working a full day on top of that? Good luck with that 8 hour shift, kid. Sore muscles and sleep deprived? Sucks to be you.
Saturday, January 26th, 2013
12:46 am
Dear lyrical side,
Stop listening to songs that remind you of her.
(This means to cut back on the Lady Antebellum.)
With love from the feelings.

Dear feelings,
All the words unspoken, promises broken
I cried for so long
Wasted too much time, should have seen the signs
Now I know just what went wrong
I guess I wanted you more

From the lyrical side.
Saturday, November 24th, 2012
6:30 pm
Dear Hermit,
My Dear Inner Hermit,

I love you: I really do, but I just can't do this anymore.

The family has requested my presence; I need to be there. And not just sit there and read while they speak around me. I didn't even participate in any of the games over Thanksgiving (which was a disaster, mind you). 

Please, Please! At least try to stay connected to those you love. I know that they're loud and irritating on occasion. I know that they're mostly strangers having only just married into the family. That doesn't mean that you have carte blanche to do whatever you want at the expense of spending time with the family: emphasis on the "family".

I know that you'll only do what you want to do, but please, make an effort.

Inner Jiminy Cricket
Tuesday, November 20th, 2012
2:32 pm
Dear self,

it's up to you. If you don't do anything about it, you only have yourself to blame. Just know that.

Your incredibly fed up self
Wednesday, November 14th, 2012
9:44 pm
Dear Self,

Yes, you've been away from Livejournal for a long time: from writing, even longer. That doesn't mean you can't get the writing skills you used to have back with a little hard work. Just get up. Think of a focus, and start. It's really not that hard.

We can celebrate when the skills are back. Not before.

Monday, October 1st, 2012
3:25 pm


Remember... You were right.

Tuesday, August 14th, 2012
5:36 pm
Dear Self,

Stop being so dramatic. You keep bitching and rating saying "Nothing is going my wayyyy woe is me!" Just get over it. Some times life sucks. So you ran into an ass hole who challenged you by saying you were trying to scam them when you had just got the payment four days ago and didn't apologize. Stop being so pissy cause a friend was looking out for you, even if she hurt you by telling you not to come out and be proud of being pansexual. Get over the fact that you just lost $5 on a book that you bought, traded, shipped on your OWN money, and then had to refund the person the credit because you were too fucking lazy to check if all the pages were there. Stop moaning and groaning. Get over it. Stop taking everything and obsessing over it. 

Take my advice and just let it go.

Wednesday, June 27th, 2012
8:11 pm
Dear self,

She loves you. You love her. That's the hard part over with. She is amazing and beautiful and she loves you, and if someone like her can love you, maybe you deserve it.
Believe it, please?
Monday, June 11th, 2012
4:00 pm
Dear Me....
Dear Self,
You're leaving for New York in a few hours. FREAKING New York. You're going to have so much fun and be happy. So please stop obsessing over what someone said when they weren't really being mean or anything. You need to quit getting so upset over things and just learn to take them in, then let it out. Just breath and let it go. You shouldn't be so worked up on a day you leave to have so much fun.


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